Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I give up!!!!!!!!!

Life is too short to dream!

Update:

I am not in my best moments now. I feel down these days because I don't see my long-term plan will last. Russia is great and I am doing good in my language course. The Russians I meet are surprised that I speak good Russian without any accent. Yeah, I am surprised myself to hear that. Anyway yesterday I was really upset. I wanted to quit everything, Russia, Astronomy Department of KSC, SGAC, SEDS, and my blog. Yes, quitting space! I tried to sleep over it last night and hope to wake up the next morning and feel all better. But I still feel hopeless. I wonder why I like to struggle and fight.

I will give myself some time to think about the final decision of giving up my dreams. I will let you know.

12 comments:

Darnell Clayton said...

Hey, you can't give up!!!

Life may be short, but your dreams are the only thing that you have...that you own!

I do not know what you are going through, but if you want to talk about it (as there may be options) you can email me at colonyworlds [at] gmail [dot] com

PS

You've inspired me to live out my space dreams and although I have not commented here lately, I appreciate your various posts.

Pradeep said...

Whatever happened for you to give up?

Nora-Cassandra said...

Don't give up dear! I live in Helsinki, I get this feeling you have every winter here! I went to the doctor for it few years ago.
She told me I was having a depression! I said: No way! I can't have one! I'm from Kuwait and we are happy people not like Finns who aren't!
She told me it has nothing to do with being happy! It's lack of sun light! It's too dark! And that pulls down our spirits and gets us to depression stage!
So please don't quit! I don't know you, but for some reason I think you are a strong Kuwaiti woman and you have to keep fighting those feelings!
All my best wishes to you in life! :)

Anonymous said...

Please DOnt quIt :(

eshda3wa said...

its the forst time i ever read ur blog
and i have to say U CANT GIVE UP!
u just cant!
<--- starts crying

error said...

dont. try and keep trying!!

eureka said...

come on,Life is going to be boring f there areno challeneges. so don't give up.It is ur life and u ought to take chrge of it and be happyy !!!!

Brian Laks said...

Don't quit, you can always keep learning! The future is there...

Anonymous said...

Hi Maryam! You must be strong! I know, lived 32 years in Finland and every winter we get this feeling that we should quit work, lifestyle, everything and move somewhere where you can get energy from sun. It might not have anything to do with real problems in life, you just feel that even small problems are not bareable. It will get better when days get longer :) I amk really proud of you that you have such a dream. You know great challences need great personalities like you. I am sure you will reach your goal some day. It can be a long path but Rome was not built in one day! -The Finn in Kuwait-

LQ8 said...

Please don`t you EVER think about that again.I`m a kuwaiti girl and it makes me very proud to know self-motivated ambitious persons still exist.Go for it and God bless!

Anonymous said...

Dont ever quit! Never...

Anonymous said...

Hii.. i kno i dnt kno u and this is the first time i enter ur blog,, but seriouslii am inlove with space and stars i wish i did have this dream but i always have fears,, i'm too young[13 Yrs old].
i wish someday i'd be like u so determind,, plz dnt quite,, listen no pain no gain ryt!
Well, Best of luck ,,i really wish u fulfill ur dream

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